Friday 30 September 2011

prioritise Allah

"When Allah is at the center of your priority in life then you are at the center of Allah’s providential care."

- Hamza Yusuf -

Awan Nano - Hafiz



Lihat ke arah sana
Serakan warna dan berarakan awan
Pabila terik panas
Segera hadirnya memayungi diri


Pabila kau dahaga
Sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan kasihnya
Pabila kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau mahu


Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu


Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu


Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding
Setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua


Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu


Lihat diriku ini
Yang sekali pernah kau bagaikan awan
Sehingga tak mungkin terlupa
Berikan belas sedari dulu


Sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi
Setitis pun air matamu kasihku
Sehingga kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau rindu


Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Ku pasti suatu hari akan berjumpa dengan si dia yang menghargai cinta yang bersemadi di hati.


Adakah dirimu awan nano ku?

Thursday 29 September 2011

feel good food



would SO LOVE to have this right now.
pepperoni pizza with loads & loads of cheeseeeee!

Wednesday 28 September 2011

breach of trust



i definitely deserve better.
if only people realise the hurt & pain that is affecting the person that they lie to.
the hurt & pain suffered by the person who trusts them & loves them the most.
the hurt & pain to know that the trust has been breached.
it's not easy to start trusting again.
not easy.
especially when there is this fear of getting hurt again.
:'(

Tuesday 27 September 2011

fate wins anyway



"Maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while, and then their time passed. And if they could've known that beforehand, maybe it would've all been OK. I told Ms. Synder that when I was grown up, I would take fate into my own hands. I wouldn't let some guy drag me down. Mrs. Synder said I'd be lucky if I ever had that kind of passion with someone, and if I did, we would be together forever. Even now I believe for the most part, love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time, and that sometimes despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway."


 - Meredith Grey -

Monday 26 September 2011

i'm ok not ok



because actually, each time, i want to say...

i'm tired. or sleepy. or drained. or disappointed. or emotional. or stressed. or angry. or frustrated. or lost. or scared. or worried.

you know, whichever feeling that i happen to feel on that day. (like today for example, i wanna say i'm crushed/disappointed/hurt.)
and open up my arms for a hug.
because i love hugs. i love getting or giving hugs.

but of course, most of the time (to prevent people from running away from me thinking i'm some loony because you know they normally ask "how are you?" just for the sake of asking) i will just say,

"OK."

Saturday 24 September 2011

behind that mask



my cikgu commented the other day (when i was laughing out loud),

"wah, gembira sungguh!"

and my response to that (without even the slightest pause) was,

"gembira dalam duka cikgu."

the moment i said that, i kept quiet. i was in shock myself.


and slowly,

i.started.to.believe.what.i.just.said.

always, you.


ALWAYS that one person.

Friday 23 September 2011

Thursday 22 September 2011

I am as My servant thinks I am.

Allah Almighty said:
"I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I makes mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assemble better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s length, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed."

 - Hadith Bukhari on the authority of Abu Hurayrah r.a. -

(via thebeautyofislam)

Forgive me ya Allah when i forget,
Forgive me when i'm careless.

Forgive me for i have not been the best Muslim.
I need You, ya Allah..
help me be the best that i can be.

:'(

Monday 19 September 2011

pretty little cupcakes



just because i absolutely adore pretty little things like this for example.

it makes me happy like that.

:)

Sunday 18 September 2011

inside every woman's heart is a girl


"Inside every woman's heart is a girl who dreams of a prince charming.
Maybe not the perfect one she imagined when she was a kid, but someone who can appreciate and love her for who she truly is and sweep her off her feet."


Thursday 15 September 2011

holding it in for too long


I was just telling the best friend exactly 6 days ago,

"If you ask me if I still love him, I would say I do. Cos you don't just stop loving someone. You just learn to live without them. But you never really stop loving them."

Then, today happened.

And the dam burst.
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