Wednesday 30 November 2011

hugs and kisses


(via weheartit)

I want a hug from you.
Like one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-hurts-my-tummy-but-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-so-many-butterflies-it-makes-me-laugh kind of hug.
Just like the above.

yes please. hee~

Monday 28 November 2011

We'll start with forever.


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"No measure of time with you will be long enough.
But we'll start with forever."

- Edward Cullen -

of shoes. sun. rain. wedding. sweet & salty popcorn. breaking dawn. endless teasing.

Memories of yesterday will be etched in memory.
:))

Saturday 26 November 2011

1 Muharram 1433H

Alhamdulillah, Allah is Just & Fair.

A year ago, I was celebrating Muharram with tears in my eyes & a very heavy heart. It definitely felt like I would never be happy again. I surrender myself to Him & Him alone. Pasrah was the word.

Never would I have thought that a year later, these feelings would be looked upon as lessons from the past. Never would I have thought that this year, everything will turn itself around.

This year, despite with Miss Red Riding Hood coming to visit, I feel a sense of calm & acceptance. That now I know every single thing happens for a reason. That everything happened so that I can learn from it & (try) not to make the same mistakes again. That things happened so that I can find myself again & know what it is I'm doing & where I'm going with my life.

Though there are still uncertainties, I know I'll be fine eventually. We'll all be fine. We just have to have faith. And also cos, I'm optimistic like that. :)

Allah is All-Knowing. Syukur ya Rabb.

Salam Maal Hijrah to all my friends & readers. 

May this Muharram, the start of the Islamic year, brings you peace & joy like how it did me. May you find what it is that you are looking for & always know that despite everything, despite everyone, 
Allah will always be there for you. :)

p/s Looking forward to tomorrow! ;)

Friday 25 November 2011

found our way back


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Despite whatever both have been through,
despite the obstacles & challenges faced,
despite the blunders & mistakes made,
despite all the tears & regrets,
anger & sadness,

"If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back."

:')

Wednesday 23 November 2011

dear heart,


"The heart has reasons that reason does not understand."

- Jacques Benigne Bossuel -

(via icanread)

dear heart,
i trust you.
please be nice.

Monday 21 November 2011

you are the reason why



he knew that ‘i love you’ also means ‘i love you more than anyone loves you, or had loved you, or will love you,’ and also, ‘i love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you,’ and also, ‘i love you in a way that i love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.

so, what does your 'i ♥ you' mean?
;)

Wednesday 16 November 2011

till we meet again


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oh, the things i'd do just to have you here.
for the most part, i was actually ok.
but now, me is not liking the distance very much.
:/

Monday 14 November 2011

always been

"Because for me, it’s always been you. Always. 
And I’ve tried to fight it and I’ve tried to deny it. But I can’t. 
You’re undeniable."



Friday 11 November 2011

Wednesday 9 November 2011

Allah is the best of planners; continued

so, for my dear readers who happen to stumble upon yesterday's entry would know that my day yesterday ended off on an awesome note. alhamdulillah. :)

what started off as an oh-so-emotional day (no surprises there, november is a melancholic month for me), ended with dearest cuzzie, Nadiah asking me to tag along to her ustaz's class.

it all started with her sending me an image of Barney Stinson (shall not elaborate on him today.. if you watch himym you should know.. shall not elaborate on himym also.. see, i always digress on nonsense things like this) & how he is getting more awesome despite everything else.

and then me replying to her on how emotional i am at that point of time because of something not-so-important but at the same time not-really-that-irrational (to me). am very thankful she understands this nonsensical emotional roller-coaster ride that i have at times. *hugs*

to cut the story short, the watsapp conversation ended with her asking me to join her for class @ al-falah after maghrib. and i agreed since i have nothing on at night & the class sounds interesting -- "The 10 Promised Paradise."

the moment i stepped into the class, the first thing that struck me was why were there so many Chinese people in this class. somehow it did not strike my mind at that point of time that Muslim converts comes from all races.
(this is what happens when you always go to classes full of makciks & pakciks.. 
you start to think that orang Islam = orang Melayu.. hahahahahaha)

so yes, i was in awe really to be surrounded by these converts. honestly, i would love to know each & every one of their story. what made them convert to Islam? how did they find Islam? was it challenging being a non-Malay Muslim? etc etc etc. you get my drift.

so these questions were just playing at the back of my head as i listened to the ustaz's presentation. my full concentration was on him, until someone diagonally behind me said something & i swiveled my head to look at that direction & noticed a guy with his whole left arm covered with tattoos (!)

and at that exact moment, pride & awe overcame me. this guy, with an arm full of tattoos (!) is attending this class!

(ermmm, you can say that i was a bit jakun la actually.. as i said my class always full of makciks & pakciks hence to get such a vibrant class is a bit overwhelming i might say.. hehehe)

so yes, once i got over myself, i managed to continue listening to ustaz's presentation.. he presents in English by the way, but of course. and this was the other (little) problem i had as i am very much used to other ustaz presenting in either Malay or Bahasa Indonesia.. i literally had to translate (in my head of course) some of the things he was saying to the Malay language.. hahaha..  
very kental i know!!!

like for example, caliphates = khalifahs, shroud = kain kafan, and then there's forbearance, magnanimity, emoluments & well, you get the idea.. hehe.. maklumlah, cikgu Melayu.. ;p

so yes, all in all it was really an awesome experience to say the least. :)

and something happened too (right after cuzzie asked me along) which made her said,
"alhamdulillah, see better things happen when we decide to do good things for ourselves :D"

so to you, i wanna thank you too for making my day with that sweet (but cheeky) message of yours. good luck with the making of the video montage. i miss you today.
(and who this person is? that, i shall not say, for now. hehe.)

to end this off, again i reiterate.. Allah IS indeed the BEST of all planners. :))

Tuesday 8 November 2011

Allah is the best of planners



sometimes, we just need something to happen to be reminded of God's grand scheme of things.
After all, He is the best of planners. (Surah Al-e'Imran, Ayat 54)

like for me, today happened.

and i'm still delirious from the awesomeness of it all. syukur alhamdulillah. :))
story will have to wait till tomorrow.
for now, this lady needs her sleep.

toodles everyone!

be persistent in doing the things He loves

"If you desire Allah to be persistent in granting you the thing you love, be persistent in doing the things He loves."


- Imam Ahmad Ibn Hanbal -

(via thebeautyofislam)

need to remind myself time & again.
again & again & again.
:(

Thursday 3 November 2011

i will always love you

Was with a galfriend, Sri @ PaperChase yesterday & the store was playing (my favourite) Adele's whole album. I was of course enjoying myself browsing the stationeries (those who know me will know how much I love these kind of shops) and deciding on a personal organiser for 2012 (of course as usual I ended up not buying any at the store because of their ridiculous prices). So anyway, that's not the story.

While browsing, a (very, very) familiar song played in the store (apparently, Adele did an acoustic cover of the song & it's in her album). At that exact moment, tears were already forming in my eyes. I'm not sure if it's a sign or mere coincidence, but for now i shall take it as a good, no make that a wonderful sign. :) Because of the fact that just hours before, texts were being exchanged. Texts which brought a huge smile to my face.
A smile which can be felt by the heart. :))

I shall leave the story at that.

For now, let me just leave you with that song that was being played yesterday (which is currently on repeat mode).



However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Wednesday 2 November 2011

stronger than yesterday

"Don’t be so damn hard on yourself. Yeah, you screwed up. You’re not perfect, fine. Learn from it. But don’t punish yourself. Be kind to you, even when you screw up. You’ll bounce back eventually. You’ll make up for it."

- Stephanie Klein -

i know i am stronger than this.

Tuesday 1 November 2011

& i pray for this heart to be strong

"I prayed,
for this heart to be unbroken.
but invincible is impossible.
So i changed my pray,
just hope Allah make this heart stronger and stronger."

- Hilal Asyraf -


it's November.
and i have this strong feeling that i will be absolutely fine.
(that all those emotional moments the past few days are just passing thoughts, something that i have to go through & that i'll actually be ok)
insya-Allah.
:)

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