despite everything else.

  

(via weheartit)

"The test of love is not when we are together. 
It comes when we are not together and realize that despite the distance, 
love is still there."

chivalry cannot be dead, yet.

(via runawaytrain)

will marry the guy who thinks i'm too good for doors. 

hahahahaha.

and jars (or bottles). for i suck at opening them too.

not that i suck at opening doors, i can open them myself that's for sure.

but ohwell, just because.

hehe.

dreading the inevitable

it's october the 28th.

somehow, the anticipation of the months of november AND december is causing my heart to beat very fast. i wish it's work-related but unfortunately it's not.

memories of yesterday somehow managed to make their way back into my head again. many months have already passed. i've known the actual reasons why things happened. i'm supposed to be okay.
they say time heals all wounds. but some say it's not time, it's love. Love heals all wounds.

but please, make them go away. :'(

only you can make them go away. you & your love.

the question is,
will you?
will i?
will we?

(i shall place the full blame on miss red riding hood who is coming soon for this emotional outburst. have been feeling like wanting to cry for the past few days, but the tears have not fall. trying my best to hold everything in. so please, don't mind me.)

this feeling will tide over.

i know it will.

-----

she asked, "you really still love me?"
he said, "i never stopped."

and she walked home with tears in her eyes.
cos truth is,
though she may not say it,

she is still truly in love with him.

Pursue a path in search of knowledge, God will make easy for you a path to paradise.

"If anyone removes (one of the) anxieties of this world from a believer, God will remove (one of the) anxieties from him on the Day of Resurrection; 

if one smooths the way for one who is destitute, God will smooth the way for him in this world and the next; 

and if anyone conceals the faults of a Muslim, God will conceal his faults in this world and the next. 

God helps a man as long as he helps his brother. 

If anyone pursues a path in search of knowledge, God will thereby make easy for him a path to paradise."

(HR Muslim)

(via thebeautyofislam)

Dear Allah,

please help me in all of the above.

Thank you.

enchanted, true love's kiss

"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time."

- Drew Barrymore -

(via littlemiss)

last night's kiss is still etched deeply in my memory.

and the thing with dreams, you normally either forget immediately or a few hours after waking up. but this one is different. this dream, i can still remember it vividly. 
every.single.detail. 
hee.

of trials and tribulations

(via islamic-quotes)

Do not try to run away from trials & tribulations, but endure them with patience. They cannot be avoided, and there is nothing for it but to endure them with patience. How can you expect the whole of this world, and all that has been created therein, to undergo change and transformation just to suit your convenience?

The Prophets are the best of all creatures, yet they have always had to suffer afflictions and so it is for their followers, those who tread in their footsteps as they walk along their highway, emulating their example.

- Shaykh Sayyid Abdul Qadir Jilani -

as always,

trust Allah

&

have faith.

:)

missing every little thing about you

i hate it when a song reminds you of someone.

And ALL you can think about after that,

is how much you miss that person.

(via weheartit)

but all you can do right now, 

is have faith,

that eventually,

everything will fall into place.

insya-Allah.

random saturday nonsense

(via uponafairytale)

i always do this.

i'm sure you do too. 

Haha.

of everything else

(via thesunalwayssets)

the past couple of weeks has been spent preparing for the malay language fortnight programme in my school.

not that i did anything much (compared to the rest of my cikgus, i think what i did was peanuts.. hurhur..)

tapi penatnya, mengalahkan orang lain.. to the point i had to take MC yesterday cos of migraine.. hehehe..

i'm just so lembik like that la (jgn salahkan ibu mengandung nama moyang (inside (family) joke).. hahahaha)

hence,
this (swimming pool with a view) would be absolutely awesome to have right now.

with a loved one beside me of course.. teehee..

(penat tu penat jugak, mentel still mentel jugak.. LOL!)

 next week would be the last week of school for the kids..

that, i can't wait!

have a good weekend everyberdy!

will you?

(via leilockheart)

if you think it's worth it too,

then fight it with me.

not always rainbows & butterflies

(via uponafairytale)

and i want to find that dawn, victory, rainbow & happiness,

with you, whoever you are that God has destined for me.

insya-Allah.

monday blues

(via leilockheart)

cute little boys to chase my monday blues away. :))

note-to-self: 

remember to stop wearing blue on monday. -_-

all over again

"Love? It’s kind of complicated, kid - but I’ll tell you this. The second you’re willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy - that’s love right there."

- A Heartbeat Away -

(via runawaytrain)

and i thought 

when you never really stop loving someone,

the love just stays the way it is.

i did not count on the fact that the love, 

can actually grow.

i can now safely say, 

you have always been the one, the only one,

who truly understands me.

non-verbal communication

via (uponafairytale)

wanna do just that when i see you.

to let you know that i miss you so.

but not sure if i would / should.

strawberry cheesecake

(via fyeahfoodcravings)

siapa nak tolong layankan?

teehee ;p

The less you reveal, the more people can wonder.

"I find the whole concept of being ‘sexy’ embarrassing and confusing. If I do an interview with photographs people desperately want to change me - dye my hair blonder, pluck my eyebrows, give me a fringe. Then there’s the choice of clothes. I know everyone wants a picture of me in a mini-skirt. But that’s not me. I feel uncomfortable. I’d never go out in a mini-skirt. It’s nothing to do with protecting the Hermione image. I wouldn’t do that. Personally, I don’t actually think it’s even that sexy. What’s sexy about saying, ‘I’m here with my boobs out and a short skirt, have a look at everything I’ve got?’ My idea of sexy is that less is more. The less you reveal the more people can wonder. 

- Emma Watson -

 

pocketful of sunshine, them.

(via accidentalsongs)

TOO CUTE (!) this pair.

they made me smile like that.

:))

nak husband mcm gini please.

not chuck bass per se, but one who sayang-sayang me like this. (*mentel mode*) teehee. ;)

(i'll) take care (of you)

(via uponafairytale)

once in a while, you want to just not think and let someone else do the thinking instead.

and you know you can trust that someone to do the thinking for you and most importantly whatever decision that is made, you know you are safe in his hands.

so, future love, say you'll take care of me.

What-if

"When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-if’s that they forget what is. They spend so much time thinking, “What if I get hurt?” and “What if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are hoping to hear from. Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love … because what if this is the person you’re destined to spend the rest of your life with?"

- unknown -

(via runawaytrain)

Friday prayers in Kazakhstan

(via lordsfavors)

i sooo cannot imagine praying in such cold, freezing weather.

brrrr..

 #gratitudefriday

Do you want me this way, like how i want you?

"What do you really want?” I asked him impatiently. “You, I want you,” he replied. I wasn’t buying it. I turned to walk away, when he stopped me. 

“I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares about much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, because she’ll feel bad for it. The part where she wants me, too. That’s what I really want."

(via uponafairytale)

gratitude towards Allah

"Allah’s generosity is connected to gratitude, and gratitude is linked to increase in his generosity. The generosity of Allah will not stop increasing unless the gratitude of the servant ceases."

- Ali Bin Abi Talib (R.A.) -

(via thebeautyofislam)

patience is a virtue

via (thesunalwayssets)

i need to learn to be (MORE) patient.

help me please ya Rabb.

help me be MORE thankful to You.

"Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?" 
(Surah Al-Rahman)

comfort food

via (fyeahfoodcravings)

craving for unhealthy food as such.
have been thinking of it for the past few days but never got around to eating it.
for i know i will regret it later in the night. or the day after.
but once in a while is ok, yes?

why must my comfort food almost always be unhealthy? Grrr..

scars from a broken heart

via (leilockheart)

dreams of happiness

via (uponafairytale)

"A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true."

 - Cinderella -

Daisy by Marc Jacobs

via (uponafairytale)

current fragrance.

it was even featured as one of the '5 fragrances to wear all day' in humid Singapore on Yahoo Beauty News.

"The Scent: Marc Jacobs’ Daisy Eau So Fresh
Why it’s fresh: It may sound flowery, but it’s actually a fruity interpretation of the original Marc Jacobs Daisy Fragrance launched back in 2007. Expect to be embraced by raspberry, grapefruit, and lychee notes, with a plum-cedarwood-musk base."

Here's the (link) if are interested to read about the other fragrances featured.

but i must say i'm still quite in love with my Gucci Rush 2. ;)

Dear Gucci Rush 2, i'll see you again on the 15th insya-Allah.. hehe..