dreading the inevitable

it's october the 28th.

somehow, the anticipation of the months of november AND december is causing my heart to beat very fast. i wish it's work-related but unfortunately it's not.

memories of yesterday somehow managed to make their way back into my head again. many months have already passed. i've known the actual reasons why things happened. i'm supposed to be okay.
they say time heals all wounds. but some say it's not time, it's love. Love heals all wounds.

but please, make them go away. :'(

only you can make them go away. you & your love.

the question is,
will you?
will i?
will we?

(i shall place the full blame on miss red riding hood who is coming soon for this emotional outburst. have been feeling like wanting to cry for the past few days, but the tears have not fall. trying my best to hold everything in. so please, don't mind me.)

this feeling will tide over.

i know it will.

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she asked, "you really still love me?"
he said, "i never stopped."

and she walked home with tears in her eyes.
cos truth is,
though she may not say it,

she is still truly in love with him.