everything, everytime.

"there are two reasons why people don't talk about something:


either it doesn't mean anything,
or
it means everything."

(via uponafairytale)

for me, it has always been the latter.

it means too much for me to even start talking about it.

i have to learn to voice out my views & not be afraid of conflicts because i guess, only with conflicts do we grow. only by having these talks will all these baggage be free.

so give me time,

give me a chance,

make me feel safe,

and hear me out.

show that you want me.

that you want to hear me.

that what i have to say is important to you.

that i am important to you.

that i mean the world to you.

that you treasure me.
cherish me.
adore me.
love me.

show me.

---

‘Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.’

Chris – age 7

‘You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.’

Jessica – age 8

afraid, very.

She said, ‘I’m so afraid.’ And I said, ‘Why?’, and she said,
‘because I’m so profoundly happy, Dr. Rasul. Happiness like this is frightening. They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.'

- The Kite Runner -

(via uponafairytale)

breach of trust

(via leilockheart)

i definitely deserve better.

if only people realise the hurt & pain that is affecting the person that they lie to.
the hurt & pain suffered by the person who trusts them & loves them the most.
the hurt & pain to know that the trust has been breached.
it's not easy to start trusting again.
not easy.
especially when there is this fear of getting hurt again.
:'(