only with you

~ with you...

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Dear December, hello again.

hello December.

it's you again.

i guess you should know by now that you are a very special month for me. :)

you didn't disappoint me last year.

and i am very sure you won't disappoint me this year, insyaAllah.

because this year,

i have you in my heart.

you in my heart.

♥ ♥ ♥ 

melancholic rainy days

It's been a while. Realised i haven't update for the month of November when the start of this month, last year i was so scared to receive this (kinda dreaded) month of November and remember praying my heart to be strong.

But, time flies they say. And it's November again. Although right now, it doesn't feel so dreadful anymore. Alhamdulillah. :)

Time heals all wounds ya. Or love heals. I choose to say love heals. Not necessarily love from another human being, or specifically love from another half.
But knowing that Allah continues loving you, is actually enough for you to heal. Trust me.

Thank you Allah for Your mercy & Your love. Because You are the only One who doesn't disappoint. I must always remember that.

Just changed the background to suit the rainy mood these few days and probably the next month or so. I love rainy days. :) The melancholic feeling that accompanies rainy days are very very very much loved. :)

And feeling melancholic will make me blabber non-stop. Yes, like right now. Hahaha.

Which is why i need this blog. I cannot not write or in this case type. Have always had a journal even back in primary school because i need to let my feelings out even if it's just on a piece of paper (although looking back, my worries back then has become laughable now.. hehe). I cannot just keep these feelings inside me without having an outlet to vent. It's an escapism for me. Writing. Which is why I have journals for my kids (i love calling my students, kids). So that at least, they have an outlet to express themselves, away from the prying eyes of other people who just want to know what's going on but not exactly bothering or caring.

At least when my kids write, they know they have someone to respond to. Though some don't get why they need to write a journal, some actually expressed their inner deepest feelings into the journal. And i'm happy to respond to their writings. Even if i can't solve their problems, at least they feel better writing it down and sharing with someone whom they trust.

Oh well, this is what happens when i blabber. i start writing about something and end up with something totally different. hehehe.

till the next 'melancholic' entry.

toodles!

because you are my happy ever after

"We talked about the old times,

and it made me smile

because you didn't forget."

(via thingsiloveyoutoknow)

every time, every single time when we reminisced, or we happened to talk about the past...

to have all these memories washed over us,

may it be good or bad,

or happy or sad,

it made me smile just a little wider,

because i knew you still remember. :)

because these memories are what made us stronger.

and made us more in love ever. ♥

i love you, my other half, my soulmate, my happy ever after.

♥♥♥

my heart loves you.

"I'm looking at you

and my heart loves the view."

(via lovequotesrus)

every time darling,

every single time.

♥♥♥

of work & love.

So the past weekdays has been nothing but hectic, rushing & most of all, just tiring. What with the cluster sharing project, plus the endless markings (which has to be put aside, yet again) and of course the exam papers which have started streaming in. So yup, last week was just capital Y-I-K-E-S!

But of course, nothing i can't handle. Chey. Even if i think i can't handle, i still have to do it anyway, haha. God doesn't give you what you can't cope eh. So yup insyaAllah all will be well.. :)

Have to thank the-other-half for being so super understanding although we were missing each other like crazy. Ok, I was missing him like crazy. I just want to think that he is too. Hahaha.

It reached to an end on Thursday when eventually the whole cluster sharing thingy was over. Alhamdulillah it went really well. Although of course there were some last minutes running here & there. But what is a major project without some last minute shenanigans. Hurhur.

Yup, so the sharing did push my boundaries a little bit, ok make that a lot. The picture above is me sharing with the G.O.H about our programmes. Nerve-wrecking experience definitely!
But it was a wonderful learning experience overall. I'm just glad & thankful i have great colleagues to work with. :) 
Best part was when VP said i am going through a 'steep learning curve'. :)) you are so right la VP. 1st year & already made to do cluster sharing. O.o
But the R.O. was quite impressed with what I've been doing so far. So it's all good.. :)

and the whole hectic week ended on a super sweet note with the-other-half. ♥♥♥
felt so loved and appreciate all his efforts. :) ♥♥♥
Best part was when the-other-half remembered the soft cookies i once baked for him. so so touched. i think it's time to bake another batch for love. :)

So yup, a couple of best parts this week. May this blessings always continue. Insya-Allah. :))

one of the most happiest things on earth?

"one of the most happiest things on earth?
it's when you know that you're in love
with someone who is more in love with you."

(via lovequotesrus)

someone who is more in love in you. :)

♥♥♥

looking forward to...

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THIS! With you!

*mentel face*

hehehe..

everytime.



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smile i did, and always do. :)

for all the things that you have done,
for always making me feel better,
for the laughters, and the (kidding) banterings,
for loving me, for me.

ode to the future, insyaAllah.
:)

Always keep falling in love with you.

"As we grow older together,
as we continue to change with age,
there is one thing that will never change...

I will always keep falling in love with you."

(via lovequotesrus)

this gif always make me smile.

:)

I love you more than ...

Taking another break from Ramadan posts cos the-other-half told me to listen to this.
And I couldn't stop smiling.

:))))))

"I never really believe that I'd find somebody that I love as much as you. I love you more than anything in the whole world."

Me: Dear, am I the best thing that's ever happened to you?

Him: Yes dear.

HEHEHE. Nak kena tanya jugak. ;p

Because you are the best thing that's ever happened to me.

And I love you more than chocolates. And fruit tarts. And ayam goreng.

 Cos these comfort foods i love very much too. LOL!

but really really,
so blessed.
thank you Allah.
:)

my very own fairytale

So, despite it being a long day in school yesterday followed by an hour of tuition, what follows after that was oh-so-worth the long day & lack of sleep. :)

and what was it that followed after that long day?

well, i had my share of  Subway across the border. YUMS! (though i wish i had bought some bread home for breakfast this morning. hehe. cos so jelak of canteen food.)
And my dosage of  motion picture.
And finally, let's just say it consists of a plan.. part of it is of us waking up at 4.45am in the morning. ;)

i'm happy for it to be our little secret.

till next time. *winkz*

only my best.

"You accept me at my worst

that's why you only deserve my best."

(via uponafairytale)

big heart

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together,

it's not because they forget,

it's because they forgive."

thank you love.

time & again, you forgave.

that's how big a heart you have.

i love you.

Resilience

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Perseverance.

That is what that's keeping me going, especially when it comes to work or school. whichever. doesn't matter.

Things can get really tiring at times,

and me, being the lembik person that i am,

sometimes, feel like putting everything away & just run (this part kalau run betul-betul takpe, at least dpt lose some babats... lol!)

so yeah, i'm proud of myself for surviving the 1st year!

4 more years to go...

why 4 more years eh? lepas tu nak quit ke? nak jadi tai-tai boleh? haha. ok diam.

but neh, i plan to do this long term.

because i love them kids.

yup, all puluh-puluh of them.

but 1st year of course the most memorable...

my 1st form class,

my 1st cca with my lovable mak-nenek dancers (having to layan all their bitch fights & i-dont-want-to-talk-to-you moments)... love them nonetheless. been there done that girls.

my 1st few malay classes. from sec 1 all the way to sec 3.

my first camp.

my first teachers day.

my first eee.pee.em.ass (which i have every reason to be proud of)

yup, will remember it definitely.

plus the fact that during this first year,
someone came (back) into my life. :)
alhamdulillah.

life seems complete doesnt it. :)

i have everything that i need, that i want, and so much more.

blessed indeed.
alhamdulillah.

capturing moments of love

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quite like us yeah, no?

oklah, almost..

just replace the small camera with a camera phone (must be of (not good) HTC brand) :p

hehehe..

with love from love ♥

Pleasant surprise received on Monday by the only one who knows me this well. ;)

thank you love.

♥♥♥

~ because it has always been you ~

nothing can ever beat mummy's love

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too sweet please.

i love you mummy.

:)

serendipity

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THIS !!!

with you!
:)

exactly.

"cause whenever we are together,

i feel perfectly fine."

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