because everyone have scars

"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."

(via uponafairytale)

it's inevitable you know,

these scars.

it can be about anything and everything. or nothing at all.

it can be big, small, or cannot even be seen by the naked eye.

the only thing we can do is,

move on.

and let time (or love) heal the wounds.

only then we can forgive ourselves for getting ourselves wounded,

or forgive others for wounding us.

only when we can be happy on our own,

then this scar will be nothing but just a scar.

and we won't even feel the pain anymore.

after all, scars are part & parcel of life itself.

without these scars, 

to remind us of what we have gone through,

then we never exactly have grown up.

without these scars,

then maybe, we'll never learn to love ourselves better.

without these scars,

we might not even know how to love others proper.

so, thank you scars.

for teaching us about life & love itself.

we owe you one.

though you can be very painful sometimes.

failed a thousand times

"A thousand times i've failed

and still Your mercy remains."

(via islamicthinking)

i'm truly sorry ya Rabb.

have not been doing my religious duties properly and consistently.

yet, You are still ALWAYS there for me.

:'(

big heart

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together,

it's not because they forget,

it's because they forgive."

thank you love.

time & again, you forgave.

that's how big a heart you have.

i love you.

because He is All-Merciful

"So it got me thinking about how many things in our lives we mess up again and again and again. It got me thinking about how many things we keep getting wrong, how many things we do to hurt our own selves.

And yet, Allah keeps mending it. Again and again and again.

Allah never grows tired of mending it.

He never grows tired of healing us.

Subhanna Al-Jabbar. Wa Allahu akbar."

(via yasminmogahed)

time & time again You gave me a chance.

time & time again i did not learn my lesson, and screwed up somehow.

thank You,

for the chances

after chances

after chances.

for the mending,

and the healing.

for everything.

please heal me,
one more time.

alpa

"Allah created us to make mistakes so that we could turn to Him, and He could in return,

turn to us and forgive us."

- Shaykh Hamza Yusuf -

(via thebeautyofislam)

time & time again i forget.
yet time & time again, You are always there.

:'(

on another note,
alhamdulillah it's Friday.

because sometimes when i feel,

angry,
or sad,
or upset,
or anxious,
or worried,


i don't think.
i just say, or do.



No one intends to cause pain

(via uponafairytale)

hence, the best thing to do is to manage the thing that you are in control of - in this case, your emotions - and learn to let go.

only then, insyaAllah, everything else will fall into place & you will find your peace.

Sesungguhnya, aku berbual so macam paham!!! HAHAHA! 

but i guess the least we can do is try? Afterall, no one intends to cause anyone else pain (unless they are sadistic like that) much less want pain inflicted upon themselves.

second chances

(via uponafairytale)

in other words, "would you date/marry yourself?"

can't remember when i first came across this question, but subsequently it made me ponder upon it, question myself & start looking at my own flaws. And were there many flaws. Do forgive me. :((

(dulu rasakan diri ni macam baik sangat, sigh.. but not too late i hope.)

It made me realised that it's not other people who has to change. It's me. I was so busy focusing on other people's flaws just so that i can escape my own.

And alhamdulillah, i won't say that i've improved all parts of my life but certain aspects, probably. Certain characteristics, i think so. Or at least i hope so. Even then, there are still many flaws to be reviewed upon.

I do have a long way to go (sometimes i do falter & forget), but whatever it is, do bear with me & these flaws of mine as i continue on this journey to be a better person to myself & to those around me (especially the ones i love).

insyaAllah.

:)

forgive though you've been hurt

"I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they are going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse."

- anonymous -

(via littlemiss)

I am as My servant thinks I am.

Allah Almighty said:

"I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I makes mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assemble better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s length, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed."

 - Hadith Bukhari on the authority of Abu Hurayrah r.a. -

(via thebeautyofislam)

Forgive me ya Allah when i forget,

Forgive me when i'm careless.

Forgive me for i have not been the best Muslim.

I need You, ya Allah..
help me be the best that i can be.

:'(

you come walking, I'll come Running

"Oh Son of Adam,
were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky
and were then you to ask forgiveness of Me,
I would forgive you."


(HR Tirmidhi)

(via islamic-quotes)

Please forgive me ya Allah.

And forgive all muslimin and muslimat around the world.

may we always be under Allah's loving mercy

(via islamicthinking)

Are we one of them?