Showing posts with label starting over. Show all posts
Showing posts with label starting over. Show all posts

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Sunday, 18 December 2011

falling, one more time


"sometimes two people have to fall apart
to realize how much they need to fall back together."


Thursday, 15 December 2011

No one intends to cause pain



hence, the best thing to do is to manage the thing that you are in control of - in this case, your emotions - and learn to let go.

only then, insyaAllah, everything else will fall into place & you will find your peace.

Sesungguhnya, aku berbual so macam paham!!! HAHAHA! 
but i guess the least we can do is try? Afterall, no one intends to cause anyone else pain (unless they are sadistic like that) much less want pain inflicted upon themselves.

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

second chances



in other words, "would you date/marry yourself?"

can't remember when i first came across this question, but subsequently it made me ponder upon it, question myself & start looking at my own flaws. And were there many flaws. Do forgive me. :((
(dulu rasakan diri ni macam baik sangat, sigh.. but not too late i hope.)

It made me realised that it's not other people who has to change. It's me. I was so busy focusing on other people's flaws just so that i can escape my own.

And alhamdulillah, i won't say that i've improved all parts of my life but certain aspects, probably. Certain characteristics, i think so. Or at least i hope so. Even then, there are still many flaws to be reviewed upon.

I do have a long way to go (sometimes i do falter & forget), but whatever it is, do bear with me & these flaws of mine as i continue on this journey to be a better person to myself & to those around me (especially the ones i love).
insyaAllah.
:)

Sunday, 4 December 2011

Yuna - Deeper Conversation


Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

In time, we will. InsyaAllah. :)

Saturday, 29 October 2011

chivalry cannot be dead, yet.



will marry the guy who thinks i'm too good for doors. 
hahahahaha.
and jars (or bottles). for i suck at opening them too.
not that i suck at opening doors, i can open them myself that's for sure.
but ohwell, just because.
hehe.

Friday, 28 October 2011

dreading the inevitable

it's october the 28th.

somehow, the anticipation of the months of november AND december is causing my heart to beat very fast. i wish it's work-related but unfortunately it's not.

memories of yesterday somehow managed to make their way back into my head again. many months have already passed. i've known the actual reasons why things happened. i'm supposed to be okay.
they say time heals all wounds. but some say it's not time, it's love. Love heals all wounds.

but please, make them go away. :'(

only you can make them go away. you & your love.

the question is,
will you?
will i?
will we?

(i shall place the full blame on miss red riding hood who is coming soon for this emotional outburst. have been feeling like wanting to cry for the past few days, but the tears have not fall. trying my best to hold everything in. so please, don't mind me.)

this feeling will tide over.
i know it will.

-----

she asked, "you really still love me?"
he said, "i never stopped."

and she walked home with tears in her eyes.
cos truth is,
though she may not say it,
she is still truly in love with him.

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

not always rainbows & butterflies



and i want to find that dawn, victory, rainbow & happiness,
with you, whoever you are that God has destined for me.
insya-Allah.

Sunday, 16 October 2011

all over again

"Love? It’s kind of complicated, kid - but I’ll tell you this. The second you’re willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy - that’s love right there."

- A Heartbeat Away -

and i thought 
when you never really stop loving someone,
the love just stays the way it is.
i did not count on the fact that the love
can actually grow.

i can now safely say, 
you have always been the one, the only one,
who truly understands me.

Sunday, 9 October 2011

What-if

"When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-if’s that they forget what is. They spend so much time thinking, “What if I get hurt?” and “What if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room and the excitement that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are hoping to hear from. Never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love … because what if this is the person you’re destined to spend the rest of your life with?"

- unknown -


Monday, 3 October 2011

scars from a broken heart



dreams of happiness



"A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true."

 - Cinderella -

Saturday, 24 September 2011

behind that mask



my cikgu commented the other day (when i was laughing out loud),

"wah, gembira sungguh!"

and my response to that (without even the slightest pause) was,

"gembira dalam duka cikgu."

the moment i said that, i kept quiet. i was in shock myself.


and slowly,

i.started.to.believe.what.i.just.said.

Monday, 30 May 2011

with God's grace

"What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now."


- unknown -


hence, we shall focus on the (starting over) right now.
Bismillah.

:)
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