fate wins anyway

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"Maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while, and then their time passed. And if they could've known that beforehand, maybe it would've all been OK. I told Ms. Synder that when I was grown up, I would take fate into my own hands. I wouldn't let some guy drag me down. Mrs. Synder said I'd be lucky if I ever had that kind of passion with someone, and if I did, we would be together forever. Even now I believe for the most part, love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time, and that sometimes despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway."


 - Meredith Grey -

i'm ok not ok

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because actually, each time, i want to say...

i'm tired. or sleepy. or drained. or disappointed. or emotional. or stressed. or angry. or frustrated. or lost. or scared. or worried.

you know, whichever feeling that i happen to feel on that day. (like today for example, i wanna say i'm crushed/disappointed/hurt.)

and open up my arms for a hug.

because i love hugs. i love getting or giving hugs.

but of course, most of the time (to prevent people from running away from me thinking i'm some loony because you know they normally ask "how are you?" just for the sake of asking) i will just say,

"OK."

behind that mask

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my cikgu commented the other day (when i was laughing out loud),

"wah, gembira sungguh!"

and my response to that (without even the slightest pause) was,

"gembira dalam duka cikgu."

the moment i said that, i kept quiet. i was in shock myself.


and slowly,

i.started.to.believe.what.i.just.said.

always, you.

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ALWAYS that one person.

neverending

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but nowadays, trust is hard to come by.

*huge sigh*

I am as My servant thinks I am.

Allah Almighty said:

"I am as My servant thinks I am. I am with him when he makes mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me to himself, I makes mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assemble better than it. And if he draws near to Me an arm’s length, I draw near to him a fathom’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed."

 - Hadith Bukhari on the authority of Abu Hurayrah r.a. -

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Forgive me ya Allah when i forget,

Forgive me when i'm careless.

Forgive me for i have not been the best Muslim.

I need You, ya Allah..
help me be the best that i can be.

:'(

experience = more wise, no?

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not sure why so emotional the past few days.

:/

pretty little cupcakes

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just because i absolutely adore pretty little things like this for example.

it makes me happy like that.

:)

inside every woman's heart is a girl

"Inside every woman's heart is a girl who dreams of a prince charming.

Maybe not the perfect one she imagined when she was a kid, but someone who can appreciate and love her for who she truly is and sweep her off her feet."

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holding it in for too long

I was just telling the best friend exactly 6 days ago,

"If you ask me if I still love him, I would say I do. Cos you don't just stop loving someone. You just learn to live without them. But you never really stop loving them."

Then, today happened.

And the dam burst.