be kind. always.

"Always be kind,

for everyone is fighting a hard battle."

- Plato -

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i like to ride my bicycle, i like to ride my bike

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just finds this picture really, really cute for some reason.

teehee. ;)

because he loves you

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"For despite what some people say,

love is not only a sweet feeling bound to come and quickly go away."

- Elif Shafak, The Forty Rules of Love -

Love, 

something that stays with you,

even if you try so hard to make it go away.

# side-track #

nak husband macam gini jugak please.. 

yang will layan-layan all my want-to-take-picture-here-there-everywhere nonsense. Yes, even when he thinks it's nonsense, he will still layan me because he loves me like that. hehehe. boleh gitu?
boleh please? *shows cute, mentel face*

at the rate i'm going, with all the nonsense things i want in a husband, i wonder who will want to marry me.
LOL!

the river or the lake

"Between your fingers you hold a stone and throw it into flowing water. The effect might not be easy to see. There will be a small ripple where the stone breaks the surface and then a splash, muffled by the rush of the surrounding river. That's all.

Throw a stone into a lake. The effect will be not only visible but also far more lasting. The stone will disrupt the still waters. A circle will form where the stone hit the water, and in a flash that circle will multiply into another, then another. Before long the ripples caused by one plop will expand until they can be felt everywhere along the mirrored surface of the water. Only when the circles reach the shore will they stop and die out.

If a stone hits a river, the river will treat it as yet another commotion in its already tumultuous course. Nothing unusual. Nothing unmanageable.

If a stone hits a lake, however, 
the lake will never be the same again."

- Elif Shafak, The Forty Rules of Love -

if you know me really well, 
you will know which water body i am 

and then you will truly understand, 
why i am the way i am.

i was made that way.
please have heart?

we always have a choice - to stay or to go

(via letmeloveyou)

if i push you away,

will

you

choose

to

stay?

falling, one more time

"sometimes two people have to fall apart

to realize how much they need to fall back together."

(via uponafairytale)

i hide my pain so well, i surprise even myself when it hurts.

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sometimes i wish this heart doesn't hurt easily.

but they always say - "be careful what you wish for."

i guess i should be thankful i hurt easily, cos it means i'm capable of loving that much. but it also means people are capable of hurting me as much. you can never have everything can you.

dear heart, please stop hurting. please, i ask of you.

this is only the hurt part. i have yet to start on the trust part. sigh.
i guess when i stop hurting, that's when i'll start trusting again.

as much as i'm hurting, i will fight for the promises i made. or will i be left with no more energy to fight?
i guess only time will tell.

"not all scars show,

not all wounds heal."


but that's the sad me talking.

the optimistic me will say,
"what doesn't kill you, will make you stronger."

and i have always been optimistic like that. i am made this way.
so yes, i am stronger & hopefully wiser (after turning 18 a few days ago). hehehehehe.
because after all, not only i hurt, i do hurt people too (hmmm, probably it's my karma yes for hurting people's feelings whether i realise it or not. then again, it might be another of God's test for me). 
whatever it is, it's a cycle. part & parcel of life.
so i shall be a man woman & suck it up. hehe.

and at the end of the day,
i leave it to fate & God.
He knows best. :)

and psst, wanna know a secret?
the thing is, not only my heart hurts, the head is hurting too. all because i banged my forehead into the side of the bed when i woke up this morning. and it's hurting like crazy. ouch.
oh well, the perks of being so clumsy. O.o
hurhur.

No one intends to cause pain

(via uponafairytale)

hence, the best thing to do is to manage the thing that you are in control of - in this case, your emotions - and learn to let go.

only then, insyaAllah, everything else will fall into place & you will find your peace.

Sesungguhnya, aku berbual so macam paham!!! HAHAHA! 

but i guess the least we can do is try? Afterall, no one intends to cause anyone else pain (unless they are sadistic like that) much less want pain inflicted upon themselves.

Bazinga!

"i cry because others are stupid and it makes me sad."

- Dr. Sheldon Cooper -

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hehehe. because he is just so funny like that. (i mean, fans of the big bang theory will understand.. ;p) 

watching him (& leonard, & wolowitz, & raj) never fail to make me laugh out loud. He has got to be my most favourite character on the show. :)

i tried watching the show once while on the bus (boy, was it hard to control myself.. cos, i can't laugh out loud in the bus! hahaha!) & i never, ever dared to watch it again, lest people around me thought i was crazy, smiling to myself. hurhur.

so i have my dates with dr. sheldon cooper confined to home. Lol!

felt like the longest time

"such an empty space when you are gone."

(via icanread)

she said: i thought you forgot.

he replied: i didn't forget.. never will.

and with that she started her 28th with tears,

& a smile on her face.

:')